Posted in Uganda by Jessica Flowers on 6/30/2011
So I had a wonderful month ministry wise in Uganda. I know I'm long over due for an update. Here's the blog post I wrote the first week sans photos. I'm also including an unrelated video regarding some of the best ministry this month.
Don't get me wrong, I love people of all colors. If you know me, you know that's true and not just a nice thought to write on a blog page. But this week I was shown the value of my particular skin color.
We are now in Uganda serving in Lwamata (65 KM outside of Kampala-an hour and 45 minute drive by public transit). While our skin color drew a little bit of attention in Central America and our color along with our size and shape drew attention in Asia, in Africa our skin color is a big hit. Last month in Nairobi it wasn't as big of a deal. We still had plenty of children calling out to us "Mzungu, Mzungu" (Swahili for white person or foreigner). Here in Lwamata, Uganda, we are an odd speciman.
Two years ago an Austrailian couple came to the area to serve orphans here. They are here perodically, sometimes for months at a time. Until they showed up, no white people had been in the area for at least a decade. I'm pretty sure not every single person in town has seen the Australian couple since they've spent the majority of their time specificially with the orphanage they committed to help. So for some of the kids and maybe even some of the adults, we very well could be the first white people they are seeing. Even Rachel is carefully examined since she is part black, part white. People here are not sure what to make of that.
This week the blessings became obvious when we went to teach Sunday school. On a normal Sunday, there are about 90 adults and 80 children in church. This week the Sunday school classes were bursting at the seams. Some of the children admitted to coming to class only because they followed the Mzungus to the building. We were blessed with the opportunity to teach God's word and to pray with the children. Some said they had never before prayed and hadn't heard about Jesus before that lesson.
In another class this week, all the kids asked if they could come on our trip with us as missionaries. We had the chance to ask them if they had ever talked about Jesus with their family or friends. For those who had, we told them they were already missionaries right here in Uganda! The truth is God can use you anytime, anywhere to share His love, His truth, His message. The children were excited about the truth that God has a plan and a purpose for them here in Uganda. The truth is we all have a purpose wherever we go; we are to constantly shine His light. It's so beautiful to rest in that truth.
While our strange looking skin may be frightening to some babies, it is reaching out to children who are curious about us and it is touching adults we meet along the way as well. We've been greeted with such tremendous hospitality and gratitude. I am grateful God has made me unique and used even something as simple as my pigmentation to bring glory to His Kingdom. Praise Him!
Fun additional note: I LOVED the daily Mzungu parade of children waving and yelling, "How are you, Mzungu?" There was one beautiful little girl who would dance side to side each day and other kids who would bang on jeri cans to create the "music" for the "parade".
Check out the video courtesy of Matt Williams about our traditional mud house building.
Uganda Mud House from Matthew Williams on Vimeo.
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Posted in Kenya by Jessica Flowers on 5/14/2011
Whew! What a time we have had! We finished out Cambodia in style and enjoyed celebrating the Khmer New Year with some of the locals. Prior to leaving Cambodia, our squad got together in Siem Reap where our team was fortunate enough to stay a night with a dear friend from home and fellow missionary, Heather. We then boarded public buses and crossed the boarder into Thailand, caught smaller vans to the airport and boarded an early morning flight to Nairobi, Kenya.
Once we arrived in Nairobi, we received a cultural debrief to prepare us for the month then we all went our separate ways. Team Pneuma got to stay in the city this month which makes this city girl really happy. We are on the outskirts of town in the Southlands area which is not too far from Kibera (currently the largest slum in Africa). Actually, if you come out of our back gate, it's only a 5 minute walk there. Southlands Kijiji is the local slum area where we spend most of our days.
Every day Monday through Friday we host a one hour prayer meeting during the lunch hour at the church building in the marketplace. Two or three days a week we teach moral lessons in the public and private schools. The government of Kenya requires moral lessons which allows us to teach Bible lessons to the children. We work with children from the age of 7 to the age of 14. When the gather the children together for moral lessons, each class I've taught has had about 70-75 students crammed into the classroom. At the conclusion of Friday's class I learned a new VBS style song that includes He's Got the Whole World in His Hands mixed in along with another song about how wonderful God is to the Macarena motions. It was hilarious!
We are meeting people in the streets as they travel home from work to invite them to church Sunday. It seems that Mzungus (Swahili term for white foreigners) are a big hit and we've had several visitors come to services to see what is happening. We have had some wonderful home visitations and some door to door opportunities as well. People here are very open to hearing more about the gospel. We have loved having so many chances to teach Bible lessons to people of all ages and to meet so many wonderful people. Kenyans are such hospitable people!
We have a tremendous blessing of such varied ministry this month. We are busy and loving it! Due to some security concerns, we try to be discreet when choosing to carry around a camera. I'm hoping we can take more photos in the coming weeks that will more clearly share the experience with you. There's so much more to share-this only scratches the surface.
A couple of final photos of Cambodia...
too cute for words and...
...a goodbye to our dear friend, Ruth
Pictures from Kenya:
The sweetest, happiest girl in all of Kenya and we get to live with her (and her parents too)!
Friends playing after church service
Teaching moral lessons (Bible lessons) in the public school system
Children changing classes
Pics courtesy of Jacinda Koziara -THANKS
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Posted in Cambodia by Jessica Flowers on 4/16/2011
Dear Anonymous,
Thank you for how you've shown up in the eleventh hour to help get me to India on my World Race mission trip!! It seems you've made a number of donations to my account & I truly thank you! It's cool to see how God has provided through so many people; I truly feel a network of love and support. Thank you for being a part of that!! If you ever want to "out" yourself, feel free. If not, know that I THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart!!
Love,
Jessica
So...the verdict is in. God IS still faithful!! He provided exactly what I needed and then some from a ton of people. In fact, there were about equal numbers of people who I did know who helped reach the goal as people that I didn't know. I am STILL writing thank you notes and am finally finishing up that process (for those I can't find on email or Facebook, yours will be coming snail mail courtesy of my family who will print and mail what I email to them).
I have been totally bombarded with love and support and it feels amazing! It definitely reminds me that I am exactly where God wants me to be. It also reminds me that we do live in a world where people get excited about hope and change and the love of the Lord being shared throughout all nations. It brings me such joy to share love around the world. It's not only my love or the love of the Savior I can share; I can share the love from SO many people around the world who have chosen to give gifts of love to make this trip possible (some financially, some in prayer support). It is amazing what God can do to open doors when you don't see a way but you know He's called you to continue to walk.
If you want to hear some stories (no names or identifying details) about some of the specific ways God has poured out His blessing, email me (click on the link on the left). I've got too many stories to share here, but I'm glad to share actual stories from my life with you if you would like to hear them.
WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW???
So, we have arrived in sunny, dusty Cambodia. We are working this month in the capital city of Phnom Penh with New Life Fellowship. Our ministry month is broken up a little bit by the Khmer New Year which is officially April 14-16 but many people head to their home provinces for a week or two during this time.
While we are here, we have some English classes to teach. In this setting (where students are driving to church for the lessons), we are allowed to use the Bible as our textbook. There are often impromptu further study classes on the Bible even after the English lessons are finished. The teenagers who attend class and come to youth services are HUNGRY for the word of the Lord. It's tremendous to see the fire in these young people! We are having quite a blessed month already.
Here are a couple of preliminary pictures of Cambodia for you to enjoy. Thanks again for making this month possible with your gifts of love; none of this trip would have materialized without support from family, friends and new friends who I have yet to meet. God bless you all!!
We live here (the nursery at church). This is a scene from Psa Dey Hoy (the Dust Market) where we live.
Some ice you will NOT want to have. Our daily walk for food & water down the dusty road.
Stinky Water. Accurately named by locals. Another scene from the Dust Market.
More pics will follow on the next blog!
P.S. If you are a normal subscriber, FORGIVE me if you have gotten this message more than once. I am having computer issues and I do not see where the emails were sent out. Hopefully it's only gone through once, but it's possible it has gone out one or two more times than that. (Sorry!)
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Posted in Malaysia by Jessica Flowers on 3/26/2011
So how is God not faithful? Has He given me everything I want? Nope. Has He allowed me to be comfortable on the journey? No way. Has He allowed me to see Him come through early on in fullness? Not a chance. Does that mean He's not faithful? It could, depending on your perspective.
In my book, God's always faithful. It's part of His very essence. 2 Thessalonians 3:3 says "But the Lord is faithful." He is faithful in giving me what I need, not what I want. He loves me enough to help refine my character. Somehow that doesn't seem to come with a nice fat paycheck, clean showers and lots of people who are delighted to spend time with me. What it does come with is a chance to trust His faithfulness to provide even when I don't see a way out. It comes with a chance to become more like Him through refining fires. At the end of the day, it makes me a better person. For that, I am truly grateful for His faithfulness to my eternal well-being.
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As I type this, I am totally unclear on how if at all I will become fully funded. I know I have come much farther with the help of family, friends and a couple of strangers (I like to call them future friends) than I even thought I would. I know that I have finite resources and those have been pretty tapped financially. So, now it's all on God. I have to trust Him 100% to fill in the gap. How it will work out, I don't have a clue. Yet, I walk in faith and trust in Him. I've done my part to ask for help and to pray about it diligently. I believe He will work through the rest of it. I've seen it happen before. Not just in the lives of teammates and squad mates, but in my life as well.
QUICK STORY: There was a time in my life when I took a job change that I thought would end up being more lucrative (it was pretty much promised as such). It had some risk involved in it, but it appeared to be a pretty sure thing. Since I worked in the mortgage industry and most of the people reading this live in America, I'm sure you can figure out why things didn't exactly pan out as planned. I had just finished FINALLY paying off college loans not too long before that and hadn't yet gotten to a place where I could save up much. Each time I saved up anything, it seems I had a major house repair (or replacement) that had to happen. So, I was essentially living hand to mouth even while living a modest lifestyle. When the first few paychecks that came in were less than half of what I had previously made, I had to scramble to figure out what to do to make ends meet. I took on babysitting gigs as much as possible and did anything I could to further reduce expenses. Still, I knew that the amount of money coming in was much less than the true expenses I had, so I was going in the hole. A couple of months of living like this left me with an empty cupboard (I refused to go into credit card debt to pay for things). One night I had nothing left but a package of Ramen noodles, a left over microwave popcorn bag that was left behind by a friend and I think an old granola bar. My tummy was GROWLING. But I still refused to pull out the plastic. What I did was pray fiercely! I had hinted at my situation to only a couple of close friends without going into too much detail. Well, after my last meal (the glorious Ramen, popcorn meal), I had no idea what to do next. I literally had used pocket change to fill my car with enough gas to get to work. (More than once I was on fumes until the next day when my paycheck would hit the bank.) Meals bought by friends/co-workers helped me get through the times. As I drove home from work the next day knowing I had no food at the house and no clue what to do for food, I saw a huge cardboard box on my doorstep. The box had a humorous adaptation of a nursery rhyme written on it about Old Mother Hubbard and food in the cupboard. I don't remember exactly what was written on it, but I do know it was full to the brim with all sorts of canned goodies and non-perishable food items. Needless to say, I burst into tears over how much God had poured His love on me through an anonymous benefactor. His amazing provision in those difficult times over and over again affirmed to me how faithful He was through it all. And I know His nature well enough by now to know that He will be once again.

It seems to me like God really enjoys coming through at the eleventh hour to stretch our faith to the fullest. He provides in crazy ways at all times. Even this month as our team budget was stretched thin, God provided early on through others who wanted to bless us with meals and through grocers who cut us great deals on water that we bought in mass quantities. He provided rides for us when we needed them (including delayed busses) and buckets of rain when we needed it. There have been a slew of blessings poured on us even in the midst of our leech infested, challenging work. We have had exactly what we needed even if it's not exactly what we wanted. So, I thank God this side of crossing the Red Sea for the blessings He will provide on the other side. I thank Him on this side of the issue that He will provide and will help me through to the other side somehow. (Borrowing from a friend's devotional thought-it's easy to praise God once we've crossed over the Red Sea on our journey to the promised land. What is a challenge is to praise Him as the enemy is approaching to kill us and all we have before us is a vast, impassable sea. When we require a miracle to help us survive, that is when we need to sing His praises the loudest.)
As of right now, it is March 25th and I have until March 31st to raise the remaining $1175 needed in my account. God will be faithful even as it continues to stretch my faith to trust Him in this! I thank Him and praise Him!! I love this crazy faith journey! Is God NOT faithful? NO. He truly is faithful. Even if it doesn't always appear so by the world's standards. This waiting until the last minute and giving me character refining situations is truly the most loving thing He could give me. I thank Him and praise Him for it!
Matthew 7:7-11 Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. Or which one of you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a serpent? If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!
P.S. To help get me to fully funded and to be a part of God's answer to my prayer, please click on "Support Me" on the left. I just need a few more of these...THANKS!!
(A few "bucks" from each country):
UPDATE:
Whoa, Nelly!!! It is now Monday evening in the states 3/28 & I am fully funded, praise the good Lord!!! Woo hoo!!! So THANK YOU for pouring in the love & blessings so abundantly!!! I am truly grateful & overwhelmed by love from all over the world. Thank you for your sacrifices!
Much love from Malaysia! xoxo
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Posted in Malaysia by Jessica Flowers on 3/15/2011
This blog is otherwise known as "Welcome to the Jungle, Part 1 Million". So, here we sit about 45 minutes outside of Kuala Lumpur (KL), one of the biggest cities in the world & we're back in the jungle. Only it's called a "farm". However, this is TRULY the jungle with monkeys, leeches, scorpions and snakes all within out direct path on day one. Yes, we are back in a big way. This jungle is WAY more legit than the ones we went to in Panama except for the motorized-canoe-carved-out-of-a-tree-trunk-over-class-2-rapids bit.
This month, we were originally due to go to an HIV/AIDS clinic to share God's good news with the patients & to love on them in their time of sickness. However, since we are not strictly a team of men, they decided it wasn't safe and wise to send us to that facility. So, our plans changed and we were worked into another plan. Instead, we went to KT for the first week of ministry (see the previous blog) and now we are just outside of KL working on a farm for the next 2 weeks.
The organic farm we've been assigned to work at was created to help those living in the jungle to have a means to produce crops for themselves as well as a way to earn a living. It's moved out of the jungle a bit towards the city but it still helps the workers learn to farm and earn a living for their families. There are workers from Malaysia, Indonesia & Bangladesh. Many workers are Islamic and we are partnered up with them to share our stories & our faith with them. We enjoy working along side of them and there is a mutual interest to share our histories and beliefs with one another. There is definitely an openness and receptiveness that is somewhat unusual for Malaysia.
The work is long and tough, but it is good to be humbled yet again to appreciate the small things in life. We are following behind another team who was here last week cutting down the bamboo from the heart of the jungle. As we walk down the muddy slopes, we walk through patches that are full of leeches and scorpions and all sorts of ugly, buggy creatures. The leeches move like slinkys-it's pretty fascinating. I've had the first one attach itself to me briefly today and without thinking about it, I yanked it off. Fortunately, it didn't have a good clamp on me & it was through a thick sock, so it didn't really leave a mark like it did for a couple of my other teammates. We are praying for no more leech bites in the coming days.
As we work to move the bamboo from the heart of the jungle to the fields, we have a time to practice joy and contentment in all circumstances. We saw and heard monkeys nearby this morning and we kept a close eye on the few things we did bring into the jungle with us. It's good to reflect on how much we have to be grateful for. We choose to be joyful or miserable. It really comes down to what we focus on, and for me, for today, I choose (once again) to focus on the Lord and the joy He is to me. He loves me through it all and I lean completely on Him. It certainly helps to have a team of loving, supportive friends with me on this journey. I do pray our words and our example will be a blessing to the workers we are with for the next 2 weeks. I know God has brought us to this place at this time for a purpose. We are learning to honor Him in all we do and say. It's a great lesson to continue to learn! Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers over the next couple of weeks. Some of the richest lessons are learned during times of manual labor and I'm glad to be re-learning plenty of them.
Prayer update:
My brother should be coming home from the hospital today to finish recovering from pneumonia from the comfort of his own bed. Thanks for the immediate prayers!
Finance updates:
I'm now just under the $2K mark for donations to get me to the 3/31 deadline. If you would like to help out, please click on "Support Me" on the left. You're also welcome to post something on Facebook with a link to the blog if others would like to help out.
Cool fact about finances-I have had total strangers bless me with help for this trip. There is a future World Racer who is working on raising his own funds for a trip this fall, but he felt led to donate something towards my trip. Another person has a couple of mutual friends on my squad but I've never met them. One of my sister's friends helped me out in a big way and I've never even met her. I've had friends help me out who aren't Christian or even necessarily on board with a mission trip concept but who recognize that I'm helping do my part to make the world a better place and they've helped donate as well. It's been a tremendous blessing to be so loved and supported by such a diverse group of people. THANK YOU again to all who have helped financially and prayerfully. I am SO grateful!!!
Pics-where we live & the jungle (a.k.a. "the farm"):
(I will get some leech photos on a later date-somehow we didn't want to stick around long enough today to get any good ones. Those suckers move fast!)
The farm fields as they will look once we clear the land, dig the holes & put in the bamboo stalks (like stakes for the beans, etc. to grow on):
The piles of bamboo near the fields...going back in for more!
At the resort on top of the hill overlooking the fields (jungle) where we work:
Lunch break!
Oh yes...it will take NO time at this pace to clear the bamboo. :)
THIS really should be my new FB profile pic-it's truly stunning (check out the "mos-qwee-toe" coil hanging in a metal tin from a rope around my waist-the epitome of high jungle fashion):
One of the crazy huge bugs with boogedly eyes...very pretty & a little weird looking too:
Even as I'm exhausted from the day, I am still prepared to be totally cheesy at any given moment:
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Posted in Malaysia by Jessica Flowers on 3/10/2011
As we're starting ministry this month in Malaysia, I'm struck by how huge God's family is. There are people world-wide who love Him & who give their lives in service to Him in so many ways. We started the month in Kuala Lumpur with Peter & Carol who gave us a cultural briefing not only on Malaysia but also on sharing your faith honestly with Muslims who want to know the Lord. In Malaysia it's a crime to convert from Islam to anything else. So, sometimes there are Muslims who become Christians but they still attend mosque to pray to God the Father through Jesus. It reminds me to some degree of Bible times where Christians still practised Judaism in many traditions and festivals. It's a new concept to me to have secret Christians who are worshipping God in a mosque.
We've also been told stories of other Muslims who come to the Lord and publically become Christians. When caught, they are thrown into a camp where they are told in various ways to renounce Christianity and become Muslim again. One woman said she was trapped in such a camp when one day she felt the Lord tell her that he would unlock the doors and she would be free that night. A storm came at midnight and she knew it was the time that God was going to open the prison doors. So, she prayed to God again that even though the electricity was off & the doors were open, how would she escape? She heard Him answer in a very specific way & she followed the instructions to her freedom. Since all of her belongings and her identification card were taken when she arrived at the camp, she needed to apply for a new ID card. Once in the system as "Muslim", you cannot ever change to another religion. But, when she applied for her new card, the only information that was stored in the system was her name and ID number. All of the other information somehow disappeared. So from that day forward, she became a Christian even legally with her paperwork. God provides in amazing ways!
It's a joy to meet the church world-wide and to hear stories of how God has provided & grown the church through trials and joys. We have been surrounded with love and joy and blessing. We are encouraged and the local church is encouraged by having missionaries who love the Lord and who desire nothing more but to serve Him. I feel like sometimes our true ministry is giving an injection of joy, hope, etc. to the local church more so than any other project or work effort. The local church is here to continue to invest in the community & win souls for God's kingdom. We are here to help even if the best help comes in the form of building them up to continue their long term efforts.
While we were supposed to be serving at an HIV/AIDS clinic this month, our plans changed at the last minute. We are spending a week in one part of town tearing down parts of the old children's ministry (to give the leased space back to the owners). Portions will be relocated to a new campus ministry 6 hours up the road. Other portions will go to the church building located across the street. Then we are spending 2 weeks on an organic farm that was built to help the locals who were living in the jungle with little or no means of income or healthy food.
Here are some pics of God's lovely family here in Malaysia (various parts-some KL, some KT):
Prayer request:
* My brother David is in the hospital with pneumonia in both lungs. Pray for his wife & 5 month old son as well as he receives treatment.
Call for help:
*By 3/31, I need another $2217 to show up in my support account. I am trusting the Lord to help. If you want to be a part of that help, please click on "Support Me" to the left. All donations are tax-deductible. THANK YOU!
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Posted in Thailand by Jessica Flowers on 2/23/2011
So, I am calling this next month my miracle month. I am expecting God to show up & do amazing things!! He has been SO faithful and loving and consistent in providing exactly what I've needed (even when it ISN'T what I've wanted) all along this World Race.
This month, we have to be fully funded by March 31st. That means I will need over 3 grand added to my support account. I am humbled to AGAIN ask for help & to STILL be asking for help. Lessons in humility and trust are SO challenging. But, I'm grateful to still be learning.
As a quick "catch-up", I've spent the first couple of weeks of this month & the last of January recovering from illnesses. I've been attacked with a number of issues, and praise the Lord, I'm all better now!! I did spend some time in the ICU in the Philippines with an IV and I'm certainly grateful for the great medical care I received there. It turns out that I would have had a regular hospital room but there were no other beds available, so the ICU sounds more dramatic than my situation actually was. It was certainly a very memorable, totally unforgettable experience.
So...with all of that said, I've been behind on blogging & communication. Well, NO MORE! I've worked on my first ever iMovie. Here is the proud debut of my handiwork. It's a recap of the 1st five months of ministry as well as a request to help. Honestly, if each person who clicked on the blog donated literally $20, I would be fully funded (from the blog with the least # of clicks thus far). Each $5 or $10 helps. I have been blown away by the love and support both from people I know and people I don't. I know God works amazing things out & it's most often through people. So, THANK YOU once again for all who have loved & supported me both in prayer and in finances!!! As you feel led, feel free to share this message with others who are willing to help support in either prayer or finances or both. I LOVE the network of people I've been blessed with thus far. It means the world to be supported so completely & I wish everyone could share in this faith walk.
Oh, my. I've gotten wordy in my lack of blogging this month. More pics & blogs will come. For now, enjoy this video of the last 5 months of ministry!! God bless you!
World Race-First 5 Months in Pictures from Jessica Flowers on Vimeo.
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Posted in Philippines by Jessica Flowers on 1/20/2011
I am sure each momma would vote for her own, but there are some real cuties here in the Philippines. We left Central America on New Year's Eve and after 5 flights, multiple hours of layovers, taxis and busses, we finally arrived in Malayblay, Philippines. We are on Mindanao Island working with Kids International Ministries (K.I.M.) at the New Faith Family Children's Home and Mt. Moriah Camp. There are 23 children living at the children's home from babies to teenagers.
Working alongside the Filipinos here, we are invited to share daily life with the children. Each morning and each evening, we can help prepare the children either for the day or for bed. They participate in daily devotionals and chores. We have opportunities to help tutor them after school if they need help with homework. We also have a 24 hour baby rotation broken up into 8 hour shifts working with the 2 babies and 4 toddlers.
To be eligible to live at the children's home, each child must be considered by the government to be unable to receive the necessities of food or shelter from their family. After that determination, the government embarks upon a searching process for a relative willing and able to provide those 2 things to the children. During the searching process, they are welcome to live at the children's home. If the government determines there are no available relatives to care for the children, the children then become eligible for potential adoption. There are some children adopted from time to time, but as is the case with many places, some children recognize they will grow up here.
I am impressed with how intentional the workers here are about infusing the love of the Lord into the children's lives. They hear praise and worship music quite a bit (sometimes all day in the babies' area), they participate in devotionals each morning and each night, they are part of a weekly church service and Bible study on the campus. When the children are going around and doing their chores, I hear them singing or humming worship tunes. I think that's almost all they know outside of some of the basic ABC type of songs. The memory verse that I see posted everwhere is a great reminder for us all "Do all things without complaining or murmuring" - Philippians 2:14.
Of course, kids are kids. They will fight and talk back and try to stay up too late, but they will also run and laugh and kiss and hug and say whatever is on their mind. There is a real joy in the community here and it is obvious how much the workers here love each of the kids. It is priceless.
Out of respect for the Filipino government and the policies of K.I.M. and the privacy of the children, we are asked to only post pictures of the backs of children's heads but not to show any faces (side profiles are OK). So, I'm sorry you can't see in full the joy of these beautiful children, but trust me-they are precious and wonderful! Oh, and the names are changed as well for their protection.
Here are a couple of pieces of some of their stories to give you an idea of who they are and what they have been through. Eric came to the children's home after his mom made him sniff superglue to curb his appetite so she wouldn't have to feed him. Charity's dad is in the local prison and used to visit her once a month in the early days (I have no idea how that worked). One of the children not currently here was a born with multiple and severe issues and disorders since his mom took pills to abort her fetus (obviously unsuccessfully). Although the child is now about 2-3 years old, he is still unable to hold his head up on his own. He is starting to learn how to do it. Although there are pieces of stories that may be shared with us, other stories are not verbalized but seem apparent with the behaviors exhibited. There has definitely been abuse that has done long term damage to many of these children. Others have suffered through neglect. Regardless of where they've been, they are here now for me to love on and to help tutor. It's a great month!
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Posted in Panama by Jessica Flowers on 1/5/2011
Costa Rica:
*The best cup of coffee. Ever.
*An amazing traditional Venezualan breakfast prepared for 21 American World Racers & 6 others
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*The best and cleanest shower in 3 months courtesy of an 18 year old boy's bathroom. (Does that tell you how we've lived on the race so far?)
*The best mattress/night's sleep in 3 months.
*A clear connection to talk with family at home.
*Beautiful beaches and wildlife on the drive into Panama.
*Insisting that the bus driver take me with all our packs across the border. I was just sure he wasn't leaving without someone coming along for the ride. It was only a 5 minute walk but we had all our big packs still on the bus with most of our stuff.
*Receiving a package from home that went through Panama City, David-Panama, then through the Postal Mail system to Costa Rica-quite the involved process, but the Christmas goodies were such a fun treat!
*Watching The Chronicles of Narnia in reclining movie theater seats for $3 on team bonding day.
Panama:
*Meeting Ruth Santos, a sister in the Lord leaving to serve on Logos Hope for 2 years. A mighty woman of God. (Ruth is the one in the middle)

*Albin, our initial mission's contact. Easily the most organized, spirited man in all of Central America.
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*One of the best cups of tea I've ever had.
*Using banana cables to haul our packs and a porta potty (previously used...please note my pack is the red one...oh my) throuth the banana fields.
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*Crossing the stream to enter the banana fields on only a small plank with our HEAVY packs on our back and hiking down and up slippery, muddy slopes to get to the plank. It was risky business, let me tell you. The gate to walk in was padlocked shut and surrounded by razor wire, so we found an alternate route to get the job done.
(seeing the route) - (the razor gate) - (living through the adventure)
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*Our amazing friends and squad mates who donated some of their favorite treats to help us survive our jungle experience. Others who loaned us multiple items. You know who you are. THANK YOU!! And precious Angela who gave me a lovely pedicure so I could remember that once upon a time, I was cute. LOL.
*Sharing a single bathroom with 26+ people and the water cutting off for part of each day. BTW bathroom=toilet and bucket of cold water for shower.
*Frozen duro (like fruit with a touch of milk-like ice cream) in a plastic bag sold 3 houses down for 10 cents each. Both the coconut and the Guanabana are amazing.
*Shoving 5 of us on the public bus (squeezed beyond capacity). The bus breaks down 5 minutes later, but friends from church pull up behind and we hitch a free ride from them.
*Squishing 2 people side by side in a truck bucket front seat and cramming 6 people on the back seat bench is less illegal than riding in the truck bed. Curious.
*Taking a truck taxi where we COULD ride in the back and cramming 12 people in it. This truck bed is MUCH smaller than even a Ford Ranger's bed...oh my. Talk about getting to know your neighbor.
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*Enjoying the slight breeze while using the plastic tented greenhouse like bathroom until the breeze blows the sheets a little too far. Oh well. And of course there is a billy goat tied up right next to the bathroom; this is the world race.
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*Remembering to check for men gardening the groves behind the open side of the restroom before going.
*Playing tag with a million kids.
*Giggling and making funny faces with kids.
*Having a 19 year old flirt when he thought I was 23...when he found out he had the wrong decade, I think his story changed a bit.
*Finding my Panamanian boyfriend, Ramone, who I think is 7. He likes to hug and kiss my cheek a LOT. He is precious!
*Scuba diving for $50 for Rachel's birthday...seeing a live shark under a sunken ship off Bocas del Toro island...AMAZING
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*Open Hands 401. Graduated with honors. :)
*Playing volleyball with the teens of the church as an advertisement for the evening services held on the volleyball court in the middle of town.
*Taking motorized canoes where the seats were cut from a 2x4 with a machete as we were climbing in the wobbly ride.
*Tamales at midnight on Christmas Eve-along with hot chocolate, fruit cake and fireworks.
*Winning an ink pen, $1, a Snickers bar and a couple of Oreos made in the US from our team's Dirty Santa Christmas game (White Elephant with 'real' gifts)
*Celebrating Rachel's birthday on the island in the most mall like cafeteria I've seen yet. Nothing says bday like a corndog!
*Celebrating Krystle's birthday with scrumptious chocolate cake.
*The turkey who chased Matt through feedback-hilarious! Mwahhahahaha.
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Posted in Panama by Jessica Flowers on 12/21/2010
We have been to the jungle and back and it was much more than I thought it would be! We had the best of all worlds. We got to use our tents to keep out the bugs, but we got to do it inside a house of wood. We went ot the bathroom outdoors but there was a gigantic tarp like structure to provide some privacy and they brought in a seat of sorts for us. We ate off the fruit of the land and it was delicious! Fresh bananas, oragnes, plantains, yuka-delightful! We also had eggs, lentils and rice along with some delicious hot sauce and ketchup (yes, we brought in the condiments).
Here is the bathroom and the billy goat tied up next door!
We were able to bathe in the Changinola River which was cold but not the coldest place we've been and it certainly was much cleaner than many showers we've had. We laughed about our team bath time in our bathing suits. It was quite the bonding experience as we took turns holding the soap and shampoo for others so they could rinse off. And we had a beautiful 30 minute hike each way to and from the bathing hole.
Our contact Octavio and his wife Sarah along with their family (3 kids, his brother's family including 6 kids, the grandad and any others living there) were such amazing, gracious hosts. They gave up their rooms for us. Some slept on the floor downstairs and the rest shared the other 2 bedrooms of the house. There were people everywhere! Matt shared his tent with one of the boys each night because they fought over who had the privilege of sleeping in the nice tent. Precious. They worked to make sure all of our needs were provided and they were willing to share anything. There is true joy and love here. There is a real commitment to the Lord and to family.
Even though we are living off Cable 52 in the Chiquita Banana Fields in Changinola, Panama, the people here are from the Bogle trive and have been here long before Chiquita arrived. The people of this tribe marry very early in life and ask me every day if I have a spouse and/or kids. It's the same peole who ask
every day and I laugh that they just don't believe I'm still single. I tell them one day in the future God will provide and I guess each day they ask, maybe they think that could be the day God provides.
Octavio has a heart to evangelize the people of his land, his family and his tribe. We have shared the good news with others who live in the banana fields and with his extended family and their friends just across the river. People live in the kind of homes you see on TV commercials for Feel the Hungry. But there is
a real sense of love and community and a trust that somehow God will provide. And He does. There is joy enough to go around as well as plenty of love and hope. I am grateful to see men and women of God living in obedience in all circumstances.
I feel every day like I'm living on the set of Lost, complete with a rusty hatch. There is great joy in simplicity and in sharing all you have with others. Joy to the World, the Lord has come to the people off Cable 52. I thank my God for this great Christmas blessing! Feliz Navidad!!
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